It's been a month and 3 days since i last posted something. I miss you guys a lot. 

My days are usual. My life's like a roller coaster ride, i should say. It has ups and downs but it's sure is one helluva ride!

I'm currently having CIE exams for A-Level. But i gotta say that i'm very much a lazy bump. I remembered the hardwork and effort i put for my SPM last year. But now it seems all fading away. My biggest problem is my memory! It's good at forgetting things!

Plus, I need to have more oomph and  motivation. Laziness shouldn't be hindering my way. And mostly my problem stemmed from having a new car. You know i'm an average 18 year-old girl. Life at this age is about study, outings and datings, yes? *smiles*

Now that i own a car, i hang out more often which seriously speaking, not a good thing because outings means spending and spending burns a hole in the pocket. I can't help it though. Perhaps this is a girl's natural instinct. Mostly.

Besides i feel that i'm too young to feel the stress! But then we need to face it and snap back to reality. Without hardwork, there would be no gain. Remember, every moment in your life only comes ONCE. Don't make yourself regret over things that just passed. You want it, go get it. But before this, make sure what you're gonna do is legal cause we don't worth the jail time. Heheh. Life's so much bigger than that!

From the moment we were born, we spend the rest of our life dying. So live each day to the fullest cause tomorrow is promised to no one. A long life may be good, but a good life is long enough :)

  

    

   

  

  

   

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 Fatin's Smudged-up 18th Birthday

   

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 It was on the September 5th! When my college mates invited me to join in the birthday bash of the dearest, most welcomed, crankiest, most hyperactive, gleeful, noisiest, sunshine, wacky-tacky, outrageous,mental, bizarre-- FATIN NAJIHA aka the Korean maniac!

She was also the one who celebrated my first 18th birthday with me in college, though I've celebrated with couples of friends later at night. She's the usual birthday bash organiser of every close friends of hers in college possible. This time, it was our turn to give her an unforgettable birthday!

  

   

Pressie from Cing-Cing

THE Besties :DD

point: look at Fatin's cream-smudged face! She even wiped everyone's face with the cream of the cake! Pity her outfit. Specks of cream were being casted on her cardigan and her tudung.

Creams are hard to be washed aren't they?

 

This guy's Eric Lee. He probably has a massive stomach. After eating his Mi Sedaap (which is an Indian style fried noodle) and a few wantons, he had his very big piece of chocolate cake. For desserts maybe?

But oh boy.. I don't know about you guys but whenever I had cheese cakes or chocolate cakes, most of the time I can't really finish them up cause after eating a few portion of the piece of cake, I have this feeling like throwing up and hence quit eating.

Aww the sweetiess ♥

ze Birthday pwincess & yours truly

=3

  

cheers

WoOhOoo ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FATIN!

  

  

  

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FRIENDSHIP REKINDLES again

  
 
  


  

So after 4 months not seeing each other, my baby Luyi and I finally met up. Like, FINALLY! Since we both study at different college and the fact that she has moved in to Setapak for the convenience of travelling to college daily, she came back to Cheras only on weekends.

But then again the assignments, dating, family and stuffs. Even the weekends too, I don't think we could spare time for each other to meet up. The last bonding session was in a hurry though. That was on my birthday celebration four months back. She was in a bad mood. Distress over boyfriend's matter. And we left after having dinner on that night. She went clubbing while I went on to my 3rd round of birthday celebration at Sunway.

So I joined her and of course dear Cyrus. In addition, Kevin was also been tagged along to celebrate Chee Weng's birthday in advancea. This outing took place at Neway Cheras Plaza on last Monday evening  :))

  

   

  

  

  

 We took a hell lot of smooching photos. Our mutual, trademark pose.

  

  

 I can't deny that I LOVE my loooooongg eye lashes. A gift from momma ♥

 

   

Real friends don't have to speak to or see each other daily to remain in each others heart always.

   

  

 Drooling on FOOD. Ogling like a hungry vampire.

  

 Happy Birthday, Chee Weng! :D

   

 Blow

  

  

 Awesome foursome ♥

From left: Larciel, baby Luyi, yours truly, dear Cyrus

    

     

      

   

I think the most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

I love my friends. They're like kisses blown to me by angels..
We scream "I LOVE YOU" in public and not worry about whether other people think we're lesbos.
Well i know that's madness. But at least we're not dull and we have fun!

p s: That day was Khartish's birthday too! Will post briefly about this next on!
Do check out :))







  

     

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Anger in short means DANGER
      
       

  Why am i so bad luck? Why is everything on Earth going against me? 

WHY is that I can't grab hold of what I intended to have?

Why is that everything is not going according to my wish?

Why is my confidence being hit so hard?
Why do i feel like crying NOW but can't cry out loud?

Why is that even my emotions are playing a fool with me?

Why are my efforts ended up to be futile and useless?
Why is all the time I've spent with you in the end seems to be a waste of time?
Why does every expectation hurt me so bad?
Why do i have umpteen numbers of questions to be cleared out?
Why can't this thing end anytime soon?
And why so many why-s?
What the deuce.

I want my life the way I wanted it to be. If I could have a twist in time, I would definitely make the RIGHT choice. Good things appear are normally deceptive. They's like a devil wrapped in candy jacket. I should've knew it. Is it too late for me to know it now? I'm uncertain.
But i know that i must chin up, brave myself into the sea of sharks, take it in stride. Every action has an equal reaction. Hence i will put on a smile. Albeit a fake one, let alone a sincere one, my poker face will always be on display.
I should not have altered my decision in the very first place. The road not taken is sure better than the road less travelled. This i can assure.
There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a road map. The choices we make can define the rest of our days.

Regret? Oh yes.. Sure i regretted. And i'm sick of being in a cranky, stress and tension mode whenever I have a slight thought about the subject matter. I can have all my feelings listed out in prose form. One thing is, none of them are nice.
Put it this way, I'm not feeling good. And i bite. Yes. I bite thought it doesn't help much to mitigate the severe  strikes i've sustained deep down inside. Yet i bite.

Never mind. Things are ending. Not too soon, but it eventually will.
Emotions will NEVER take over me. Pessimistic will NEVER rule me. Life is so much bigger than that.
The day is going to come where i can tackle and punch it in the face and pompously marched away nose upwards with a tinge of proud and victory written on my arse on the outside of my skin tight shorts that says
"I WON" 
Dang! you lose! Serves you right :))






  

        

  What makes me so...

  

   

STRESS!

  

So the mock exam started. Bubbly mode switched off. Not that mental me no more. Seriously I'm not that type of girl I used to be during high school anymore. That kinda hardworking and zeal attitude to score excellent result in class, now i might wanna reconsider the chances for me to pass my exam! Like i said, exams pass by as they have to, but i have a hard time making them pass. Luckily mommy doesn't really expect me to do wonders in my exam. She used to teach me so well in every aspect up to the point that i think she wants me to be the Jack-of-all-trade! That was when i was young. Hell i would be dead and already decomposed if i'm that versatile. Sort of like a mission impossible for me. For the pressure and stress I've to deal with, this is no easy feat. Study is always that tiring and weary. For the last 14 years been learning and studying. I've came to a conclusion where the higher level you go, the tougher you will have to go through life. Namely, studies.

My accounting lecturer aka the great PMS J. used to have his philosophy of life, which mostly, well maybe entirely, oppose to what we think of everything possible. Still, i remember one funny thing about him. He has a special lingo. Instead of saying "bla bla blah", he says "wuua wuahh". In short, he's a great lecturer, unlike any other lecturers. He's a dictator, and there are only two ways in order to get rid of a dictator,

#1) REVOLUTION

#2) KILL HIM!

this is exactly what he told us in our very first class! Funny folk.

Nevertheless, he's wise. We used to call him a walking encyclopedia :)) Trust me, once you've met him, you'll never forget him in your entire life! 

Whilst typing, i felt so sad for not attending babe Eyvonne's big 18th birthday bash last night. I even created an event on Facebook regarding her birthday but the creator, which was apparently me, could not attend due to the exams she'll be having the next day! *sigh*

No party, no hang outs, let alone visiting my grandparents. Really wish that the exam would be easy to me. I don't wanna screw them up. So they better be nice to me on the grounds that i've sacrificed a tad too many outings and leisure times just to study. Even if I don't really study, i still choose to stay home so that i wouldn't feel bad about me going out and not studying. At least I feel better staying at home doing nothing than going out and have the worst feeling that i might flunk my exam. the horror..

Baby Ann

I love her flora hairband so muchhh!

Time to go now! I have books to study!

Ya, I procrastinated, why doesn't? At least that's the one thing I'm sure i will do consistently and on time! Heh. I'm a truly gifted "pro" artist. But now, i have to learn to be productivvvve! It's the solution. Will not put it off. Glad you guys learned something :))

  

   

    

  

  

   

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