Friday, May 21, 2010


Hi all, 
Just an update of my life, so far. 
So we're already half way through the month of May. I do felt sorry for not updating more often. A lot of times I'd feel like updating but just being procrastinated by my pure laze.
I mean like, if it wasn't for procrastination, there wouldn't be anything to do tomorrow! *laugh out loud*
Plus it's been quite a busy month for me as assignments and preparations are pouring in non-stop.
Ohh I REALLY miss those days when all I want to do is watch a movie, text my best friend ans fall asleep on the couch.
That, was actually what I did normal during high school days! Enjoying carefree days and feel the stress only when exam is in like, 1 week's time? I could go on and on recalling my previous 5 years' life but decided to look forward to life albeit it's indeed very nice of a nostalgia to savour. Especially when you have siblings who are still in high school, it automatically reminds you of your life during those days without fail.
Till now I still have my white collar-tee and my blue pinafore well-kept in my closet. Though every once in a while I'll have the thought of disposing it away or perhaps giving it away for charity but then realised I have so much memories sealed within this set of uniform that accompanied me come rain or shine for the pass 5 years. FYI, I have 5 sets of uniform altogether because I went to the tailors and made new pinafores every 2 years when I notice that the colour has faded off. If only they would change the very old and classic blue into pink, and I would have crazily anticipate to go to school everyday, you would have thought I'm utterly insane!
So much for high school days...
I remembered I first complaint about college is on the first week of orientation. I clearly remembered that night when a friend of mine who's already enrolled to college in January, consoled and abated me by telling how should we enjoy college life and what is it about college. Now that I recall it I shockingly find how funny it was to have someone your age, who just started college life not very long ago, actually telling you about the philosophy of life in college! *lmao* Seriously I felt that I'm such a pessimistic human being who doesn't care about anything nor giving a flying hoot and just vent and whine and complain about whatever seem wrong to me. Time to change :)
Latterly, considering the biggest, or might as well say, the most significant thing happened in my recent life was that I have decided to drop Business Studies as my extra subject. Well I know. Now just before you narrow your eyebrows and re-read the fore mentioned sentence and finally confirmed the info you get was right all the way and started widen your eyes asking 'why'.. The subjects I've chosen for A-Levels is very bulky. Though Business Studies is indeed quite useful to us in the sense that having basic knowledge about business doesn't harm us in any way. Very hard was this decision is to make but I've put this to an end anyway.
Now that I feel relieved and have more time to study on other subjects, this way I think I've made my right decision.
 WOW it's almost 1am I think I am the most diligent blogger ever to update my blog till this late!
As if I were a diligent blogger! haha
 Kay pals gtg catch some zeds before it's getting even late.
 For a nice complexion's sake!





Tuesday, May 11, 2010



People, now you just gotta admit it and agree with me that 24 hours a day is seriously not enough!
Don't you think that we need more hours in a day for sleeping?!
Having said so, I've been suffering from slumber-lacking and deliriously tired every weekdays because I have to wake up early to go to college!
Whoever decided to make school start so early physically need some fine punch in the face..
Frankly I'm still not a fan of waking up early in the morning even though I already used to waking up early since like, preschool?
Even if you gimme a fraction of a kid's energy won't do any good to me. Give me bed and I will love you to death. Only problem is why my bed is so much more comfortable in the morning than in the evening?
I apparently have the morning-waking-up dread which is so uh uhh, too serious already.
I think mornings are best when they start in the afternoon! I treasure my weekends so so much like nobody's business. Waking up in the noon feeling the greatest I've ever had and start off my day with a very very satisfying brunch while activities come next!
If only I were Sleeping Beauty...
100 years of sleep sounds good right about now. I look like crap with the dark eye circles! Worse still, been told by a guy in my class that my dark eye rings are obvious!!
Felt like giving out a weeeeeeeeeeeeird shriek on that moment *lol*
But there is always something that makes me feel waking up in the morning is still worth it after all.
Like Rachel said, '' thinking that will make you feel semangat a bit at least ''
Such a sweetie :)
For me it's my friends that will sure come up to something funny+silly that makes me ROFLMFAO!!
Especially Christy, Lobster Jun and Fatin.
This trio seriously have an odd way of making people laugh out loud loud in dead silence!
If Mr. PMS Jasal ever asked why were you laughing, just say it's laughter! A very good laughter is needed badly to keep you awake when you're almost asleep.
Good times!

haha aight..
shall stop the post for now.
I felt abnormally tired today cuz I've been up since the crack of a sparrow's fart (6 a.m.) so it's bed time me thinks!
Till the next.
Do miss me. xo


Sunday, May 9, 2010

The Wonderful Mother Of Mine 


 I want to thank you, Mother, 
for your patience... 
your encouragement... 
your strength... 
your generosity... 
your unswerving love... 
and for those six little words  that helped me through so many trying times...
"...because I said so, that's why!" 
And if it weren't for you,
I wouldn't have the sense to come in out of the rain.
Of course, I also wouldn't have this inordinate fear of catching another cold either!
Somehow we always say the least to those we love the best.
And hope our thoughts are understood although they're unexpressed -
That's why it means so very much, when days like this are here to say how very much you're loved each day throughout the year..
This day is made just for you..  
Have A Beautiful Mother's Day!
 p/s : Happy Mother's Day to all the moms...especially mine!! 



Happy Birthday dear EVONNE!


Hope you really enjoyed that day.




Friday, May 7, 2010

tomorrow is a better day than today

My eyes just staring at the wall opposite.
no sleep, no dreams, I sit and watch the drama unfolding before me.
Patience is all I have and patience is all that I need as I watch the things unfold and let things take shape at its own pace. I waited a long time for this..
So what difference it is going to make to wait a little bit more? But for how long should i be the villian in my own life?
I wish I could answer all the questions running in my mind,
I wish I could end all the battles being fought inside,
I wish I do not have to wait for long
I wish, I hope and I believe well, maybe tomorrow will be better than today.



Monday, May 3, 2010


  the cutest 7-year-old in the universe possible-- my cute lil coussie, ChengHong  


Thanks for all the joy you have given to me. Thanks for the happiness you have brought to me. Thanks for the alleviation of depression when I have you with me and Thanks........
 for being so adorably cute!

I love you!
Happy Birthday.




TO Christy with love.

A short post without much words, with all my heart, wishing my new buddy-buddy friend, Christy Tay a Happy 20th Belated Birthday :)