Sunday, May 31, 2009


1. Last beverage: hmm milk
2. Last phone call: Kevin
3. Last text message: Feyond
4. Last song you listened to: i told you so
5. Last time you cried: yesterday
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: lol
12. pink
13. black
14. white
15. Made a new friend: mmhmm
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: lol yeah!
18. Met someone who changed you: no.. inspired? yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: i always knew.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: nah
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: this year ?? no.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 3/5 of them i guess.
23. How many kids do you want?: in the future, hmm 2 kids :D
24. Do you have any pets: not anymore, i use to have a dog.
25. Do you want to change your name: no !
26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing much, just kicked back with my cousin and went for dinner with family :) that's about it.
27. What time did you wake up today: well.. 2pm @__@
28. What were you doing at midnight: sleeping lol
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: endless. but as of now, i can't wait to chill out shopping !!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: she's right here
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: that i don't have to worry anything and everything that might happen.
32. What are you listening to right now : don't trust me - 3OH!3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i don't think so
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: hmm no one
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, blogspot, twitter, friendster, google, flickr
36. Whats your real name: April Tan
37. Nicknames: well, my friends use to call me 'beh heh' lol
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: aries
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: SMJK (c) Batu 9 Cheras
42. Secondary School?: Yu Hua National Type Secondary
43. High school/college/university?
: haven't enroll yet
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 1.7m
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: now ?? no.
48: What do you like about yourself?: the fact that i'm doing great without anybody and i'm still working hard to achieve my dreams. thats something i'm proud of about myself.
49. Piercings: 2
51. Righty or lefty: righty
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: on my ears
54. First best friend : monica
55. First sport you joined: gymnastics (namely kid's regular workout)
56. First vacation: Aussie (since i was 4 then again when i was 6. simply love australia.)
58. First pair of trainers: u know.. a gymnastic coach
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: log off my computer now lol.
62. Listening to: waking up in vegas - katy perry
63. Waiting on: nothing, just kicking it back to enjoy my holiday :D
64. Want kids?: i want 2 kids
65. Get Married?: yes
66. Career?: i have a few in mind but i haven't really decided yet.
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both :)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both :)
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationships :)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: none
76. Kissed a stranger: no comment
77. Drank hard liquor: yea
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yeah.....
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes
86. Yourself: yes. definitely.
87. Miracles: in a way
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: when i was a lil kid yes lol
91. Kiss on the first date: hmm depends
92. Angels: i guess
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no. i'm loyal lol.
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yea
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: all the way back to when i was kid. all i ever worried about was what to play next :)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: my birthday.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: honestly, yeah sometimes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: YEAP.

Thursday, May 28, 2009


So yeah the heading tells it all.
Welcome back babe..
So now I can sleep sleep and just sleep like nobody's business !!!
** Teehee **

Well holiday..
2 weeks = 14 days
if it includes weekends then it'll be 16 days !!
it's quite the same amount of days for us to have our mid-year examination !!
so it's kinda coincidence eh ??

I've actually sorted out a list of things-to-do during-t
he-holidays before this.
You may say that I'm sorta too quick and anxious but yeah I simply can't wait for the holidays to come.

Oh ~
time has come.
gotta kick back & relax ~
One of my most-important-thing-to-do is to heal my dark eye ring !!
I've been burning the midnight oil from the p.m.'s to the a.m.'s since the exam started..
boy ~

I slept for only 4 hours+ a day for the past 2 weeks ya know ??
no wonder i get a slight migraine everyday especially
during the exam.
Lucky me that I didn't let it affect my performance in the exam.
so now i decided to treat myself better indeed.

Outings, parties, karaokes, & shoppings are a-
must despite the fact that it means i'll have to spend more $$ in entertaining, well i choose to convince myself and think to the bright side rather than keep on worrying about the huge expenses.
haha now i'm skipping out from down-to-earth and skipping in to the virtual life.
But it's all for just some period of time.

man i have to say this.

this noon after my bath i did something abruptly.
i ransacked my closets and discovered that i've actually owned TONS of NEW CLOTHES i haven't wore before and it's all hidden above of my upper closet!!!
It's all brand new and besides it seriously wasn't outdated as they were the
must-have apparel for 2009 !!!
oh my gosh oh my gosh !
I've found 5 high-waist skirts which are so
in this season that my mom bought in Japan ages ago !!!
so i spent this whole noon just to dig out what's hidden in my closet (note that my closet was specially created and made as it joins to my wall from the ground to the ceiling so i actually climbed to see wh
at's there on top and frankly it was so high from ground !) and mix matching my tops to them.
Here i present you my closet ~

wondering what's behind those doors? CLOTHES OF COURSE !!

Apart from those trendy high-waist skirts, I've also found quite numbers of pretty one-piece dress !!
how exciting that it ignited my enthusias to look for more.
who knows maybe i'll found
treasures ??

Last but definitely not the least,
Happy Teacher's Day to all my affectionate teachers as well as teachers around the Earth.
Thank you so much for your contribution to us cause without you the world's not like as what it seems today.

You made us.
You formed us.
You loved us.

We will keep up the best in return


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Second Chance to Shine

My eyes are open wide.
I made it through the day.

By the way,
I'm leaving it out today.

I just saw halley's comet said :'' Why are you always running in place? "
Even the man in the moon disappeared somewhere in this stratosphere.

Tell my mother I've done the best I can do to make her realize this is my life.

I hope she understands.

I'm not angry.
I'm just saying..

Sometimes there's a second chance.

I won't cry one tear for it.

I'm not afraid of what I have to say.

This is my one and only voice for today so listen close.

I hope someone could say words like this to me :

Stop being so hard on yourself.
It's not good for your health.

I know that you can change.

So clear your head and come around.

You only have to open your eyes and you might just get a big surprise.

And it may feel good.

And you might wanna smile.

Don't you let your demons pull you down.

Cuz you can have it all.

You Can Have It All !!!

So c'mon.
Get it on.

Your time is coming don't be late.

Let it shine.

Just let it shine.

posted by APRIL

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Keep Climbing

Recently have been listening to this song.
Born to be loved -- Miley really knows how to please her fans with great tunes.
She may be young, but she loves what she does, fearlessly embracing new creative directions every chance she gets. This is the meta-message in her "Breakout" album.

Anyway, this song is meaningful though.
Gives me the strength & power to keep doing what I'm doing.
Fail is no way gonna take me down.

The Climb

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin' but
There's a voice inside my head saying
you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I, I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

posted by APRIL

Friday, May 22, 2009

5 more days

One week gone and 5 more days to go.
I mean the days left for the exam to be ended of course.
There's nothing for me to do but to endure it and to do my very best.

Today's my add math paper. Weee ~
This is the first time i manage to finish all the questions on time with like 20 minutes spare time and i think this is the very 1st time that i know how to answer the questionss.
I used to afraid add math so so much previously that every time i weep before the add math exam.
Since this year, well probably because I've done so many skill practices as well as revisions and exercises, my hard work does pay off !!
At least I'm not as weak as my last year's performance on add math despite I
've lost at least 11 marks due to my carelessness, I still feel good !

What's left for the next 5 days ?
Let me check my exam schedule..
accounts and science and history and math and add math and economy and malay and english.
hope that i didn't miss something out.
For me, it's more than enough to sit for 12 subjects during this mid-year examination.
Enough Enough !!!
simply enough.
Besides i hadn't the remote idea on why should form 5 students sit for the P.E. and P.S.K. exam as we should focus on only those subjects which we're gonna tak
e for SPM.
No one wishes to WASTE their precious time on those least-than-minor subjects after all right ??
Someone really should suggest the M.O.E. lol.

After school today I went home as bored as usual.
My My ~~
The weather's gettin more and more hot !!
Then it reminded me of the responsible of us humankind to play our part in the measurement to save the environment.
Once I reached home this afternoon I soon received a phone call from dear mom.
She said that she was on her way home and asked me out for lunch.
Off we go !

I love spending quality moment with mom.

The other thing today is that i downloaded tons of new great hitz !!
Usually i refer to the Billboard chart to download those new hitz. Undeniably, Billboard always picks out the right song for us all. Let me share something here, I've been listening to Billboard hitz since i was 9.
And that's been ages ago.
Yeah you're right I'm a die-hard fan for great musics be it contemporary or older blues. As long as it's music then I'll listen, I'll feel it. Genre doesn't matter to me.

That's all about today.

Till the next post.


On the way heading to school.

Out for lunch.

Camwhoring in the car.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Text Battle

When I was typing this post, I was smiling ear to ear with a slight sense of complacency.

Yesterday after I came back home from school, I started texting this Mr.WW to find out whether he checked out my blog. Then I realized I haven't gave him my site. Ok. Site given. Few moments later, he texted me and said he saw my blog. I responded him and ask him how was it. He said that all he can see is just a huge picture of me in the background. Once I read the message I was like : What ?!! Where did the words gone ?? and I even thought about my account being hacked or something. After the explanation process I wished I could smack him on the back when he said that he browsed my blog via his cellphone.
"U should buy a new cellphone !!" I said.
"What for ?" he asked.
"To fit in the 21st century dude !! Your cellphone is lousy." I replied but that doesn't mean I slighted his cellphone.
"Well as u don't know, I was using my iPhone
3G to browse your blog." he claimed it and obviously he was lying.
Well, since he lied to me then I decided to lie in return.
"Oh yeah ? Where did your iPhone originated from? Chxxa?? Mine is from America ya noe? "
Ok I really didn't mean to tell lie.. I really didn't and I don't know why I say all sorts of things I never thought I would say. He texted me back after quite a while.
"Chip made in Mars, keys made in Pluto, cover made in Jupiter, specially vulcanised by the Sun, system imported from another galaxy, connection perfected in the Black Hole finally deliver to my doorstep by Luke Skywalker. Yours? "
Alright people. This is how things turn out if one doesn't draw back one step since the unevitable battle starts. The other side will indulge in things more absurd than you can ever thought about. So I decided to draw myself out of this conversation.
" I don't see things made in the Universe the best. Can't even connect to the internet and load a full page ?? It's even lousier than I expected. " I said.
And this is my last message to him as he did not reply me. See?? So next time when someone nasty started to say something ordinary people wouldn't say, try your best to make them speechless with your fluent and wisdom and a logic sense. Make them overwhelm !!

Lucks for you.


Monday, May 18, 2009


Chinese P2 and P.E. paper today.
(don't ask me why for that PE paper as it's bunk to me cuz the overall-mark doesn't include that subject).
Tomorrow will be Chinese P1 and Economy.

I'm about to explode...

My ~ I'm severely lack of slumber.

scream it out. LOUD.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Projects. Weekends. And my brief future.


Finally !
I've done ALL my projects!
Now no more project stuffs to worry about anymore.


There's one thing crucial yet harass a billion times than the projects were.
Hate to mention it but yea it's the mid-term examination.

HELLS yeah.
it's the E X A M !!!


I've never fond of exams or tests ever.
Besides, today is weekend.
I'm supposed to relax not to study right ?
I mean.. After all, my weekdays had already spent on studies.
So weekends mean important to me to rejuvenate !!

Back to the reality,
I'm sitting for the SPM this year.

[sorry i can't control myself everytime i mention the word SPM]

Future means everything to me.
I mean.. I've always wanted a bright future..
But only faith that matters ..
Oh how much I'd wish I can control it.

Get your fingers crossed for me people ~





sunny day.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

my first post.

Wheee ~
This is my first post. Bet u don't know that it's half past one in the moning right now and i'm still blogging !!

Right. Back to the subject.

Frankly, I'd wish i share things about me on those older days that i've been through.For instance like Mother's Day, my birthday, my sis's birthday. Those memorable events just passed not longer than 2 months. How fast time has left its footprint on us!
I feel emotional when i recall those things.

One just one more thing to mention for today is about my mid-year examination.
few days to go !!!
Must really start to pull my socks and be prapared.
And I've no idea how am I gonna get rid off my feeling of tense. Any effective ways to suggest ?

Oh my gosh it's 2.10 .m.
Think I'd better go get some sleep.

Sugar dreams..


Reasons to create.

I don't know how on Earth am i gonna say this and how i'm gonna explain this but..
gimme a try.

First, i was influnced by friends around me. But i managed not to let them take control of ma feelings.

Then, there was juz sumthin about me. I mean.. Well maybe here is where i am to express my self though.

Thirdly, duh ~ i'm gettin' worse !! I need a secret yet private 'refuge' to shelter me from the storm. Then it strikes me that perhaps when you're in blue-moody circumstances, blogging could be a remedy to ease off your hard-feelings.

Fourth, well, apparently there's no more reasons i can come out with. I mean.. Yeah if i overlook the fun to share with, the fact that this is a place you get to know people more intimately and blaa ~ (in my word, it means 'etc.' Hahah) , I don't have much more to say.

Dash here.