princessa ★APRIL

Random post.




For blog's sake..
I'm writing something.
The thing I remembered about my blog is that I blogged once in every two days. That's when I'm a new user and seemed fresh to this blogging world. hah

But I can't do it often now. FYI, am currently pursuing my tertiary course in college. It tends to be mind-boggling latterly. My life is so.... *sighs*
I had questions hanging for long. Struggled for the answers. Like, which path should I take on? Which school should I go? Did I made my right decision? Would the road not taken be better? Does this subject I took provide a good career option in the future? Omgosh there's so many people studying law! Will the competition among us be big in the job market? Will I find a job till then? I'm all worried!

Sorts of question just popped out that directly turns out as a form of pressure to me. Nevertheless, I'm still enjoying the trial week in college and very soon I'll register and officially be their student.
During this week I've made new friends. I thought how amazing it was to gather students from different places in one building, study and get along together! This is what we seldom see, especially me who came from a national type school felt different after talking to them. In that moment I told myself that this would be great.
It's life's new experience.
In a way, despite the amiable lecturers and warming friends I have, there are still questions I have to deal with. One is the course subject thiggy and one is ...
Oh c'mon I'm a new student there what do you expect?

I'm typing this blog in a sentiment mood. Was actually having an emotional-roaller coaster ride these days.
Every night during bedtime, it happens to be my time to think seriously. Every thing that might be in my thinking territory are often things not to be frivolous about. Not sure if you guys have the same agreeement but I think that one is more likely to be sober and be able to think more mature at night. Well at least if you do, it shows that you care about that matter cause it means something to you. Agree? Oh you've got to agree. Tell me who would have sacrifice their slumber to questions/problems they wouldn't even care or don't even came across their mind during day time? No one!
Let's skip topic.

Today was my 6th day in college. It should be my 8th but I somehow skipped class as I really couldn't make it in the first week. Normally I starts off at 7am when I was still working at the pre-school. Speaking of the pre-school, I wonder how my kids are doing so far. I missed them so bad I often view their photos in my mobile. Everything happened so fast.
It seemed like only yesterday I was their new teacher and the next day I'm a new student in college doing A-levels! Life's really unexpected.

Of all classes I've went for, one of the classes I found interesting is English literature. During my first lesson, we were seperated into groups for assignment, Ours was The Eagle's Hotel California while other groups picked Russian Roulette, Fireflies and Viva La Vida.
Trust me, you're so gonna google the meaning of the lyrics of Hotel California! You'll never assume or not even expect the meaning of it! This is so interesting.. You read the lyrics, interpret what it's all about, figure out the theme, the hidden meaning and when you've found out exactly what it really is after researching, you shocked, and you simply will impressed by its style of writing as well as the rich use of wordings. True to say that English is the CRAZIEST language of all.
Don't ask. Just try. You're not gonna lose anything for doing it :)

Alright alright!
This post is long enough already.
I decided to conclude that if I continue writing, this could definitely be non-stop. And after all I still need to leave something to write for the next post. So I guess I'll see you guys till next?
Just keep up with me.
Cheerio!








♥ APRIL